Study Habit

There are many things one would think about when looking back at his schooling days. The numerous exams one has taken, the different crushes he has had, the dramas, the parties, the stupid stuff he's partaken in, and the list goes on. If I had to point to one memory that sticks with me even after the 2 years I have been away from school, it is the fact that I have never really studied.

At first it may sound like I'm bragging. It may sound as if I am saying that I was able to not study and graduate with a degree. But that cannot be farther away from the truth as I regret this fact immensely. You see, I have never developed what you call a "study habit." I remember nights at the library where I attempted to study, but was not able to get further than the first two pages of my textbook. I would be lost in fantasy land, or be killing time on the Internet. It's a real shame.

Now that I realize how essential studying really is and how sexy intelligence really is, I cannot get into the habit of studying. I cannot figure out what it is. People say that you have to have had the habit of studying to continue studying even past your prime studying years. I think there is a lot of truth to this. I get out of work to attempt studying and immediately get bored and find some activity elsewhere.

Studying is a habit I need to get into. I am desperate for it. I figure that if I don't study now, I probably never will. And boy I need a lot of studying to catch up for the past years of not studying. It is tough challenge, but I need to find a way to do it. Someday, somehow it's going to happen.